Wednesday, November 16, 2016

He tenido tanto miedo, Creative Response

He tenido tanto miedo, De poder vivir mis sueños
Y de poder partir
De mis dudas y defectos, Y de ver mis talentos
Y de dar más de mí
Mi vida es un correr, De ver sin poder ver
Lo que es estar
En el momento con mi gente, Sin la perdura de mi mente
Quitándome la paz

Hay mujer, mujer
Como quisiera ser, alguien que confía 
Y que disfruta la vida
Que tenga paz, y valentía

Gente de muchas edades, Me dieron oportunidades
Que no he valorado
Estudiar es un honor, y tocar me da un fervor
En el corazón
La vida es un correr de ver y aprender
Lo que más puedes
Dejando tu esfuerzo, poder vivir con eso,
Para poder crecer

Translation: 
I have been so scared, of living out my dreams
And being able to part with
My doubts and my shortcomings, and seeing my talents
And giving more of myself
My life is one big run, of seeing without being able to see
What it’s like to be
In the moment with my people, without the stubbornness of my mind
taking away my peace
Oh woman, oh woman
How I wish I could be someone that trusts
And enjoys life
And has peace and courage

People of many ages, gave me opportunities
That I haven’t valued
Studying is an honor, and playing gives me an enthusiasm
In my heart
Life is a run, full of seeing and learning
As much as you can
Leaving your effort, being able to live with it
In order to grow


I decided that for my creative response I would write a song. This song is a ranchera that I wrote in the spirit of my interaction with Azul Barrientos. I wrote it in response to this project because ranchera music was one of my topics and it is such a big part of the Mexican folk music culture. During my interview with Azul Barrientos I asked her what one of her favorite music genres to perform is and she said it was rancheras because they are very emotional and directly connected to the soul. I felt impelled to share in this culture that I have been surrounded by all my life and I took this opportunity, in the nature of the ranchera, to elaborate on some of the feelings that I have been experiencing at this stage of my life. My interaction with Mrs. Barrientos and the freedom of the genre helped me in this endeavor. I was inspired by her life, and this is my response to that. 

Here is a link to the song: https://youtu.be/QqAbBPmM0CQ 

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